Day five of the Kite Project. Goodness gracious.
Day five and I sit here in my thinking spot wondering what the heck is going on?
Day five and I already find myself slowly delving into mess. When the Kite Project first began I thought about it like a maze... A really big one... and I was right. I find myself in a maze re-navigating a dead end.
Could it be? How could it happen so quickly? How could dreams that were so vivid suddenly change? Suddenly become blurry? Why is this happening? Why do we dream in the first place?
I could get all science savvy on that last question and tell you fancy statistics and show you graphs and blah blah blah...
But, what my heart says is that we dream - both while we are asleep and while we are awake - because we have something placed into our heads and hearts. Something that needs to be heard and shared.
But how do we share them if they are so blurry?
I have no idea. But I know that: 1) God does all things in his timing, 2) God does not close one door without opening a new one.
Am I confused because my new dreams are blurry? Kind of. Am I afraid? No. Not at all
I think of it like this: We are like a light house. God has placed a light in our very essence to be like a beacon - to those who are lost, to what he has planned, to all things - And the brighter the light inside of you burns the clearer it becomes. Sometimes the light is turning - calling ships from all directions, I'm just transitioning. I'm changing - for the better - and there isn't anything wrong with that.
I don't really care what my dream is... All I care about is being a beacon of light. Allowing that light that God has so lovingly placed within me to shine. So for now, I pray. I pray that he shows me the new path that I am meant to venture on.
And something tells me, it is going to amazing.
Now I ask you, why do you think we dream? Let's foster a community. I want to know what you have to say. Link up your thoughts here at All Glorious Within - a beautiful blog by an equally beautiful woman of faith, L.